Tiring day...

Been leading a super lazy week....
After my pilates on tuesday, i have done NOTHING to exercise..
N feeling damn lethargic and guilty...
N NO!! im not being lazy here.. (ermm.. or maybe a teeny weeny bit..teeheehee..)
After tuesday's pilates, i woke on wednesday with sore abs..
Abdominal Muscles ache like mad... yah lah.. i have NOT been puttin them into much use so of crse its gonna hurt like mad after pilates...
N so...... feelin mild pity for myself, i din swim on wednesday thou i wanted to..
Anyway, the weather this whole week has been REAL COLD...
It rained the whole day on wednesday.. N today is kinda cold too...
Aint gonna swim when its this cold.. Cuz i will really freeze my toes off...

SOooo.. gotta make up for it nex week la...

Anyway.... getting kinda stressed about my plans when semester ends...
I am stuck with these few options... And i dunno which...
As me being a girl.. N JOLENE... Its always a major hu-ha when makin a decision...

1 - Go back to Spore when semester ends.
BUT... if i go back... THEN i gotta think....
a) how to pack n where to keep ALL my barang barang till i return nex yr.. As i must vacate my room...
b) if i go back to spore, i wanna find part time work.. Dun wanna laze ard.. $$$ issues at hand..

2 - i find work during vacation and stay here n not go back at all...
BUT.. if i do that... Then i have to think....
a) where do i stay?? Cont to stay on campus or move out...
b) Will i find work during the vacation?
c) Will the work sustain my expenses here...

3 - i dont go back immediately... I work till Dec.. N then fly back to spore for 2mths..
And this.. will become a combi of 1 & 2's above issues...


I wanna go back partly cuz dad is sick...
But i dunno will they prefer me to stay here or go back..

Gonna move my ass... to REALLY start job-hunting now...

ANyway.. i baked apple crumble today..
Okie.. sadly, failed... *#)&%^)$&%$T%$Y^$&%^
I think either i din add enough butter or too much flour... hahahahaaa....
Cuz ended up the top crust was too flaky... hehee...
Anyway, My first attempt...... Will strive to improve it next..
hah..

Damn tired... Just finished my assignment...
Not rested since i went grocery shoppin @ 2pm today... (its 10.30pm now)
came back baked & cooked and cleaned...
Marchiam like maid.....

i lead the life of a maid who is trying to study at the same time...
hahahahaaa......