Life's a bed of roses...NOT...

Gettin a day off from work tomorrow.. *yeahh..*
I just need some time to myself n not have to talk to anyone..
Its like, havin to wake up each morning n put on a smile n open my mouth to speak..
I get a bit tired of it.. SOunds weird?
GUess i just need some me-time for a day, or at least, to be able to start off the day doing stuff I wanna do when i wanna do kinda thing.. N not stick to a blardy schedule all the time..

Think i have been thinking too much lately..
Mentally feeling exhausted..
Physically feeling nua..
Emotionally feeling peaceful..
Pscyhologically feeling psycho..

As the weekend arrives, the day to moving house n going sydney draws closer..
Weirdly, i dont feel excitement about going sydney..
Really.. NONE at all.. I mean, i shld be feelin super excited.
But presently, i just feel so....empty n life-less..
Could not figure out why.. N the only conclusion i came up with is cuz i m stressed about the move n change in home environment..
Well well... Taureans HATE change.. N i really do HATE changes esp to something as important as my home environment..
Thou it is probably for the better.. But still, my mind feels unsettled about having to shift n stuff..

*cross fingers* Hope that as i board the plane to go Sydney, my mood will improve n i will feel happy n excited... Cuz i really really m lookin forward to meetin maine up..
hee...

Okie..time to get dressed n head out... Its 7pm now..
Going for dinner n for drinks.. i think... heh heh..
cheerrrssss.....

Gonna be a hot weekend n week i reckon next week..
URGH!!!! stupid flies started appearing today again...
sighh...