Lost in my world...
I realise one thing.. I've let myself rot mentally..
haahahaa... What that means is, since i came here.. i have lost interest in findin out about what is goin on around me.. Current affairs, news, general knowledge..
Ive allowed my brains to rot happily...
Living in a lil bubble of my own... Going thru life day by day doing my own things..
Talkin n keepin in touch with my loved ones n dear frens..
Enjoyin the moment n enjoying the freedom of time & space..
Here.. i have no one to answer to n no one to answer for..
Has living in this lil bubble made me become shallow?
Have i become a frog in a well or a butterfly in my bubble?
Yet i enjoy living in this bubble of mine.. As when i step back into reality..
the amount of responsibilities i have n the responsibilities i place on myself overwhelms me..
Reality is starting to creep back again..
Will i end up even more exhausted one yr frm now? Like i was one yr ago?
Where will i be one yr from now... That is a question i'd like an answer to...
Can i please myself n the pple that matter to me...
Recently read this book.. 'Memory-keeper's daughter'..
It is about a father who sent his new-born twin daughter away (with his nurse..he was a doctor) as she suffers from down syndrome.. N how he kept it frm his wife n twin son till he passed away, lying to them that the daughter had died at birth..
N how the daughter was brought up by the nurse n grew up having fairly high functioning abilities. N it goes on to talk abt how the two familes grew over time...N how the daughter met the biological mom n brother later...
Reading this story made me wonder..
If i was the one with a child who is intellectually-challenged, what would i do....
As a therapist who deals with disabilities daily n who accepts n does not judge (try) pple with disabilites.. would i myself accept disability in my own personal life...
hmmmm............ Tough one....
Esp im soooo superficial rite? N im a typical taurus..
hahaaa....
Lets hope there will not be a need to handle such a situation in reality..
haahahaa... What that means is, since i came here.. i have lost interest in findin out about what is goin on around me.. Current affairs, news, general knowledge..
Ive allowed my brains to rot happily...
Living in a lil bubble of my own... Going thru life day by day doing my own things..
Talkin n keepin in touch with my loved ones n dear frens..
Enjoyin the moment n enjoying the freedom of time & space..
Here.. i have no one to answer to n no one to answer for..
Has living in this lil bubble made me become shallow?
Have i become a frog in a well or a butterfly in my bubble?
Yet i enjoy living in this bubble of mine.. As when i step back into reality..
the amount of responsibilities i have n the responsibilities i place on myself overwhelms me..
Reality is starting to creep back again..
Will i end up even more exhausted one yr frm now? Like i was one yr ago?
Where will i be one yr from now... That is a question i'd like an answer to...
Can i please myself n the pple that matter to me...
Recently read this book.. 'Memory-keeper's daughter'..
It is about a father who sent his new-born twin daughter away (with his nurse..he was a doctor) as she suffers from down syndrome.. N how he kept it frm his wife n twin son till he passed away, lying to them that the daughter had died at birth..
N how the daughter was brought up by the nurse n grew up having fairly high functioning abilities. N it goes on to talk abt how the two familes grew over time...N how the daughter met the biological mom n brother later...
Reading this story made me wonder..
If i was the one with a child who is intellectually-challenged, what would i do....
As a therapist who deals with disabilities daily n who accepts n does not judge (try) pple with disabilites.. would i myself accept disability in my own personal life...
hmmmm............ Tough one....
Esp im soooo superficial rite? N im a typical taurus..
hahaaa....
Lets hope there will not be a need to handle such a situation in reality..
posted by Jolene @ 11:46 PM
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