thinking cap on again..

"Certain moments in life once lost..Will never return.."
With this in my mind.. Constantly it reminds me of my priorities in life now..

I want to stay abroad to work n stay..
If u ask me.. I really want to.
I dont want to go back Spore.. Not now.. Not permanently.

But i will go back... Cuz..
Being away this one year has made me realise how much i missed.
I dont want to miss my nephew's first few years growing up..
I want to be there for my sister and family as we watch our first lil boy grow up..
If i miss it.. I will never get it back again...

The desire to work and stay overseas.. I shall store it up n keep it locked up for now.
As i m young and i can go off anytime in future...
The chance to work overseas is always there...
If i look hard enough..N try hard enough..

But once i miss out on my time with my family...
I will nver get it back again..
This one year away has made me really realise that..