Time flies toooo swiftly...

How i have evolved in this one year...
Learning to be stronger in body and mind..
Learning to be more independent and wiser..

When i first came, goin out when it is dark was smth i was afraid to do..
(as dear florence would knw..since i bugged her non-stop abt 'is it safe to go out in the dark'..I drove her nuts with my stupid qns tt time when i came.. HAHAHA..)
Now? Dark or light, im just out gallivanting ard.. Alone..
Esp when i have to do grp discussions at mich's n fiz's place, its normally either quite late or dark when im walking hme or walkin to take a bus..
How dark? Look at the pics below.. Streetlamps r not of much use..
Unlike Spore with our streetlamps littering the whole darn street...
This stretch of road is just the road i take frm mich's & Fiz's place to the main road(the area with orangy spots in the pics)..
I always have a mild worry tt ill fall into a hole as i walk thru the grass patch or step on a snake.. Or just maybe, ghost will dangle frm the tree branches suddenly..
*me n my vivid imagination* hahaa...

It is also a challenge takin buses at night n havin to figure out which stop to stop at.. Cuz when u look out of the bus.. it is just BLACK. Not a good idea for pple figuring their way abt...

When i first came, walkin for more than 10mins to a busstop etc was smth i would cringe upon..Now? Walkin for 20mins to the tram stop is smth i can do n am fine with.. Thou of crse, with winter here.. its dreadful to walk in the cold esp early in the morning.For this, i MUST highlight tt.. this habit only exists in australia.When im back in Spore, such walkin habits will cease to exist..hehe..

I've learnt to enjoy my own company n to be alone..
I strongly feel that im gonna be VERY upset when im back..with too many pple ard me.
N dictating my life or controlling me...
i have grown used to being alone. N i enjoy it despite the loneliness.

I've learnt that i will excel as a housewife in future..
BUT only in areas tt does NOT require me to COOK, IRON n SEW.
hahahaaa....

Living alone away from home this one year... Has been a very good exp n smth i enjoy.
If only in Spore, we can all move out to stay on our own...
I do think it is good learnin exp for pple to grow to be more independent.

Anywya... i have not put up any pics of my current room...
So ive decide to do it now... Its bit messy.. be warned..
But i do love it now... Die la..
How the hell m i goin to adapt back to being at hme in my much smaller room???
sobsob... hahaa..
I will miss my room greatly... Its not so much the decor or the furnitures..
But its the feelin of 'MY SPACE' n knowin tt im alone n can shut pple out when im in there.
I value my personal space VERY VERY MUCH.. *hint to my mom..haha..*






It has been freezing lately... Super duper cold... Less than 5dgs in the mornings n nites.. N my stingy landlord does NOT switch on the damn heater.. Thank god for my own mini-heater.. If not i will be a frozen pig. I LOVE the weather here.. Thou it is cold... I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO HOT SPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea... i shld just psych myself now to go back since i have NO choice.. urghh... Think i will be in mild depression when i first go back.. whahahaa....

Anywya guys.. i AM puttin on weight. N i dun blardy want to care abt it anymore. So anyone who dares tell me tt ive put on weight, will get it frm me. Besides, wat the hell is wrong with me being fleshy? Cept for the fact tt i will be single for the rest of my life since sporean men do not like fleshy women... so.. shut up to those who wanna comment on how my weight. haaaa....

okie.. im goin back to take a nap.. Before i wake up for dinner... hehehee...